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This was my favourite part of the show. It sounds like jellyfish gelling through the ocean. They would be jellyfish, like the ones in that special island lake. They have evloved to not have any stings. You can swim with them and they gently buffer and nuzzle you <3. The contraption at the front is made from wine bottles and bellows. The far right corner is a table covered in wine glasses. At the back are the wonderful glow worm whirly things,I love that this was made, mainly because I like to think of someone pouring so much effort into making something that sounds so pretty.The saws are on the left hand side. The sound they make is eerie but in a magical way. La la la... They collect all the things that people don't want anymore and turn them into something beautiful.


This is the lost and found orchestra.
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I got the most wonderful amazing present for christmas. It's a camera, cannon E0S. I love photos so much. I now have a camera that can capture what I see with my eyes and in my imagination. It's really a present for the rest of my life. I've used it so much. I will take it with me everywhere, I have to take out insurance for it. But it will be so worth it.

I find it hard to sleep at night at home. I took these photos. I entitle them the insomnia collection.

 


                                                                                     


 

I stumbled upon this at 1.49. I fell asleep with the camera in my hands.

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I was going to write about the Lost and Found Orchestra, but I don't want to now. I'm deleting it tonight. I can't believe that I'm so stupid enough to think that I meant something. I am an inevitable nobody. Why do I always try to do the best thing, unselfishly and then it just always makes me feel sad. I don't want to be sad anymore. I'm moving back up to London on Tuesday.

'Cos I like to be gone most of the time, and he likes to be home most of the time...

if I stay in one place I lose my mind, I'm a pretty impossible lady to be with.'


I always wonder why I let so many people that don't return anything to me such a great amount of space in my heart. If you are reading this and think it's you, it isn't you wont probably even realise.

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Hug my family, take a shower and make a few phone calls
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So we squish the grapes and then it takes even longer,thus we begin to mull the wine of sadness
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Things I need to do

Improve my vocabulary-Dictionary by side of bed

Eat better food- This means more healthy stuff or less bad stuff, or both?

Be a better friend -More communication, more post, more love

Make more things-Self explanatory, It makes me happier

Be adventurous-Discover new places and people

BE BRAVE-I don’t want to be afraid anymore

Bulk up sunglass collection-Replace all the lost and broken

Stop cracking my joints

See Sufjan Stevens-Because.

Visit Arazonia

Knit for peace

Stop falling in love 

(... It makes me sad )

 

 


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There are a few people in the world that make things okay however desperate, when on your own you feel like you could never overcome something. I have some pretty amazing friends. Not many, but those that are close to me I care about so much.  Claire is pretty much one of the most amazing people you will ever meet in the world. (I will discuss of course later when I spend a day in her life) Gosh she makes me happy. We both were home, well in her home, my second home, and we decided to hit the charity shops. Yes, I love them. They are my favourite places to shop, because with each thing I buy:

It's Giving money to a good cause
It isn’t going to a landfill to sit in sadness and very very slowly crumble away
The item I have has already had so many adventures before me, and that is pretty magical.

We went to everyone along the high street. My favourite one was off the main road and it wasn’t from a chain like Oxfam or cancer research or anything. This was run by a group of people who wanted to raise money for their charity of choice. I could hear a lady in the background calling out if anybody wanted tea in a delightful estuarial colloquial tone and excitingly offering the ‘posh biscuits’ with it too.  It makes me so happy to riffle through all the stuff that gets donated to those places. There is hardly ever an occasion where I don’t manage to come away with something. Thats not because I buy things for the sake of it, no no, just because I like a lot of things, especially the type of things that people don’t want.

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My mind is very busy. I think almost constantly. I thought that typing here might be a good outlet for all the activity; also, I enjoy writing, reading and making things. This way I can access lots of other information and people’s feelings, also people can read mine. I like sharing. I like ordinary, everyday life. It is the activities of each day that make up whether it has been a good week, month or year. Life’s everyday intricacies are where it's at.

p.s. You can find out about me slowly, even if I tried really hard I couldn't sum myself up all in one go. Decide for yourself, be my guest.

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The Story of How I Came to my Bike ) 

Okay, so that was the romantic spiel- the gentrification of the harsh reality. The brakes are dodgey, the inner tubes busted, tires cracking, gears kaput and handle bars rusting. But, it has a bell, and I feel free.

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